Her Life

June 27, 2001 @ 11:30am

Okay, I dont know about you but this thing is scary

The worst part is that it is a REAL DOG

I know, when I found out I was scared

to death, its just fucking weird, what

were they thinking, taking a picture

of an ugly dog, Im so fucking scared that

this ugly sonofabitch would roam the streets

Shit-what have we come to...

Oh yeah, I have a pictures page up

My mom got stung by a bee and now its like this huge rash spread on her leg, its on her thigh and she had to go to the doctor because it go really bad, it was into this HUGE rash, but now its gone. Anyways Im gonna do some dumb stuff...

June 26, 2001 @ 2:37pm

Whoever does this

or this

with

a digital camera gets my respect. That made my day. I agree with you Claudia What a cute

sign

. I love ducks, I wish I had PET DUCK.

June 20, 2001 @ 5:29pm

This sucks, Imean now, iM GLAD i DIDNT POST

Because here are the last updates on Lance

On Monday, we didnt even talk or look at each other,

I hung out with Wince the whole day

On tuesday, I asked him if I could talk to him and he said no,I asked him again like 4 hours later or whatever and he said no, I sat next to him and I said ok can we talk, can you tell me why you are mad at me and stuff, he said im not mad, but it seemed like he was mad at me and Wince, I told Wince what I told Lance and he said that it was kind of mest up, but we didnt really talk much about it since he said he would call me but never did because I dont know

OK, here are the family isssues that I are pissing me off big time

Paula is my cousin that lives with me, shes been living with me for about a year now in MYhouse under MY roof,with MY parents for FREE Im just stating this because I mean she doesnt pay rent all she does is nothing, she works and thats about it. She doesnt have to pay rent or anything, well now that she knows that we are moving to san diego shes all trying to get all close to my other aunt and so on, because she doesnt want to get her own place after she talked all this shit about my other aunt, and now they are all buddy buddy My mom got all mad at Paula because my mom isnt like a person whos all like telling stuff to your face, shes all nice and nice nice to you. but shes sick of people treating her like a stupid bitch. Paula, after she got all sappy with my mom and my mom explained to her why she was mad [im not getting into it too much] she tells my mom thats somehting serious with me has been going on, shes telling my mom that im sorry but no one has told you this so i might as well tell you now, she claims that my other aunt[isabel] said that I stole candles and cds and god knows what other object from her house. I was so angryw hen my mom told me. She also said that I had stolen her earrings or something of that sort, and I was like, ok Paula, what the fuck, I mean you use my purses and shoes and I use you purses and etc, and now you are telling me that I fucking steal them. FUCK YOU.

The worst part is,is that I already promised her that i would go to the movies with her on sunday like before i knew what she told my mom, so im waiting for her to tell me something because i have a really bad temper.

and now my moms is like, noelia im not going to take it them calling you a liar and a stealer and blah blah blha

so she calls my aunt and my mom is still talking to her and my aunt said something like i never said that, I SWEAR...ILL TELL YOU PEOPLE THE WHOLE STORY LATER, BUT IAM SO PISSED OFF...YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED, ITS SO SAD THINKING YOUR FAMILY THINKS YOU ARE A THEFT AND YADDA, WHEN I TALK TO PAULA SHE BETTER WATCH OUT

June 16, 2001 @ 5:29pm

Shit, the past couple of days have been so fucking hectic. Trying to get late work in to my teachers finding out my grades for college, trying to finish my spanish final.

Ok heres the latest phone conversation yesterday with Lance -

He calls me, I pick up

He goes is Noelia there, I say yeah, hey, its me

and hes like, you called me...

and im like, I wanted to see where you were because you said you were coming over

and hes like, well I was at Dannys

Im like, I know your dad told me

Then I was like Ill call you beack because I had to show my parents my video final

I call him back like around 950pm, or so

Hes like, why are you always mad when I talk to Danny [this is a different Danny, I will call him Danny the crack-head]

hes like well today when me and Danny went inside Lucrecias class you gave me this look

and i was like, I did not

Hes like, yeah you did

Im like, ok fine I did...and...so what, I dont like Danny

what do you mean I know, no, I dont know Noelia

I just think its kind of weird that you and Danny the crack-head are all buddy buddy when you ddidnt even talk to him, I think itssad that you treat him better when he treats you like crap I think I DESERVE TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING WITH DANNY

hes like, you dont need to know anything about me, I dont have to tell you anything about my life, or what the hell im doing...

Well Lance if you feel so fucking strongly about that yu should have made it fucking clear that you didnt want me to care for you and to actually want to know whats going on, Im fucking sorry you've never had a fucking good friend before

THEN SILENCE FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES----INCLUDING SIGHING AND MURMURING

he then says Ill call you back

I called him right now, because we had planned to see tomb raider together with Alex and maybe Wince and maybe Becky and god know who the hell else, So im just like hey do you want to know the times, are we still going or what, hes like, ummm

Im just like, well can you find out because I mean I could make plans with someone else if you are planning to ditch me, hes like well I HAVE PEOPLE COMING OVER TOO

[I was about to say thats fucking great yippidy, you have supposed friends now]

Im just like, ok then whatever....Ill talk to you later, bye

I mean, jesus, fuck, Lance...what the fuck did I do wrong, do you want me to fucking apoligise for caring, for admitting that I actually care for you and that I actually fucking care

Because LANCE I DO FUCKING CARE FOR YOU

YOU ARE MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND

AT LEAST THATS WHAT I THOUGHT OF YOU

I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON, BUT NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN I FUCKING GO UP TO YOU AND JUST PAT YOU ON THE BACK AND YOU GET ALL LIKE GET AWAY FROM ME GET OFF ME, DONT TALK TO ME

WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM

I CARE FOR YOU LANCE....I REALLY DO....AND IT HURTS TO BE TRAIDED, ONCE AGAIN, FOR SOMEONE THATS SUCH A SHITFACEDBASTARD TO YOU...AGAIN LANCE...I TRUSTED YOU, JUST I TRUSTED EVERY ONE OF THOSE OTHER FRIENDS...I LOVED YOU LANCE, AND I STILL DO

June 9, 2001 @ 12:15pm

Heya...today im great...well not great, but im better than 3 days ago. Look at what I got in the mail...

Its like some crap, that says...

You have been invited to a special audition for those interested in modeling, acting, singing, or dancing for the 'EVENT OF A LIFETIME'

Hooray for Hollywood at the IMTA Convention in Los Angeles.

WHO IS THE NEXT IMTA DISCOVERY....[DRUM ROLL...OH GOD, PLEASE BE ME, HAH]

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.....................[SCREAMS]

Ok, here are the great ones they have discovered....

Auditions are being held Saturday June 16th ONLY...LOL...thats what it says there...

the spaces are limited so if anyone wants to take my place...call

iF YOU GET FAMOUS...I WANT IN ON IT...

HARDY HAR HAR[INSIDE JOKE]

June 6, 2001 @ 7:32pm

It feels like its been forever since I've writeen. Right now Iam so sad. Its not even funny. I mean, you know when you are sad, but then you get like happy out of nowhere, and you are just happy, and that sadness doesnt get to you at all, you are sad, but its not the end of the world. I've been realising the fact that Iam moving soon. I was talking to Wince....oh geez, right now Iam crying...and I had gotten my yearbook and we were kinda hugging and I was like, Iam going to miss you Wince, and hes like, uh huh...and Im like seriously...and hes like Iam going to miss you too.....now smell my armpit....and im like you are sick...lol...

That was a weird crying and laughing part right there....

Today was the day we took the freshman to Valley Collge to help them sign up for classes and to kind of get them to know the campus better. After that Nick has his violin recital which was his final...Wincent heard us talking about it, and was like, oh I want to come...I thought it was really sweet of him in a way, I dont know if he did it to ditch class, or what, but in my opinion it was really nice of him to be there. The only dilemma was that the bus was picking us up at 1145 am and his recital finished at 1200 or something but we talked to Chuck and he talked to Rosie, and Rosie said she would pick us up. We went to the recital and it was great, the violin is a great instrument, but then at the end they started playing that one graduation song...

Oh...now im going to start crying again, and I look at Wince all sad and im just like I hate this song and he looks at me and hes like I love it, and im just like, It brings back so many memories of our older graduations and I swear, we were both about to start crying, Wince was like, Iam so going to cry in my graduation in 12th grade, and I was like, me too. I sorta started crying but I didnt let it get to me, I mean this is one of the last times Iam going to be with my friends, I mean its not like I will never see them, but its going to be the same. Then after the recital Wince had his tennis rackets and we went to go play tennis Itook some pictures of Wince and Nick and as soon as I get them developed I will put them on the site. You know that one eve 6 song...heres to the night we felt alive...he to the tears you knew you'd cry...I listened to it a while ago and I just broke down crying and sobbing.

I talked to Winces g/f, she was on his s/n and she showed me her page and stuff, it has all these pictures of them together, Im glad hes happy. He is such a good guy.

This is a weird entry...

to whoever is leaving someone behind, please try to keep in touch...please...if you dont you'll regret it.

I love you all, I love you Becky, Lance, Wince, Melissa, Pat, Chelsea, Ted, Nick, Adrean, Danny, Alex, Eiby, everyone....

I love you...all the kids at Valley Alternative Magnet, all the teachers....

You've all changed my life so much, you've made me the person Iam today, and you are still teaching me things...

June 2, 2001 @ 9:36am

Ok, I know I havnt been writing at all, but I have a good excuse...Ummmmmm, YEAH..

Ok, this is what happened on the weekend that I went to Mexico.

I had to go to Mexico with my mom to see my dad, LONG STORY...So, I also had to go to San Diego to look for a new house and junk, because Iam moving there because of my dads job and stuff. So one of my dads friends from work, Denis, invited us over to his house because it was his birthday and he was having this party type thing. So I hung out with his kids, Fabiola and Armando. We watched Road Trip, it was alright I guess. I dont know. Hmmm, and I think thats about it...no, wait when I was in Mexico some guy wouldnt believe I was hispanic, can you believe that, I mean, the nerve of this guy, he is like, you arent hispanic, your 'americana' I was oooooooooookay, weirdo, I should know what I am. Im kinda drifting away from my crush.....AWWWWW...LOL

Yesterday I went to Lance, my mom was being mean and didnt want to take me, and Lance called and was like, where are ya, and I was like, My madre is being a meanie poo, so hes like, DDDDDDDAAAAAAAAADDDDDD, GO PICK UP NOELIAAAAAAAAAAA....and he did, his parents are dope....lol

It was Becky, Wincent, Lance, and I. I swear, Wincent kept sitting on me and attacking me. I was giving him a massage, and then I was like, Wincent.....wince....wince...hello....DUDE...lol...he was all tired and was falling asleep. Then he was like, ok whos driving you home, I was like, I guess Lances dad is...and hes like...Ok Ill take you...and I was like, why, I mean, you are going to get your thingy in a week I dont want to screw it up now, and hes like, I need your company, I thought he said at the begining of this, I need you to comfort me Noe, lol, Im tripping out...lol...and I was like why, hes like, so I dont fall asleep...and I was like, NO...LOL, cuz I dont want him to lose his permit thingy, I mean, thats would suck alot, and he said nothing would happen, but just in case...plus Lance was like....Noeeeeeeeeee, dont leave me alone...lol....

anyways, I cant type much anymore...see yaaaaaa laterrrr

May 17, 2001 @ 10:59am

Its kind of weird all these things that have been happening. Just to inform you guys, I told Adrean who my crush is. I know he wont tell, hes not like that. He kind of thought I liked that person. I dont know. He said it because I hang out with him alot. I was like, umm, I hang out with you all the time too and that doesnt mean anything. But I guess it means alot. He said its different or something stupid like that. Anyways, I keep writing e-mails to people and they never respond. That is so annoying. I dont know if its annoying. Its just weird, because it seems like they dont even want to reply, hey, or whatever. Anyways, I dont know what I should do with this whole thing with this one guy I like, its getting too odd. Im like wanting to tell him but I cant, Im such a wuss. But on the *bright* yet not so bright side, my mom got me this blue hair dye thing, since my hair is blonde, in other words basically yellow, yellow and blue make green, so I tried it on a little bit of hair and it did come out green...it came out a weird nasty green too. Anyways, Im trying to convince my mo to let me do my hair red, like with Manic Panic and stuff, but shes only going to let me to streaks, and I want it all red. I have had my hair Red & Pink & Blonde with Pink streaks, I like the change. Its fun. Anyways, I have to get going to Psychology 3 class. I will hopefully write more later today.


	June 27, 2001 @ 11:30am Okay, I dont know about you but this thing is scary The worst part is that it is a REAL DOG I know, when I found out I was scared to death, its just fucking weird, what were they thinking, taking a picture of an ugly dog, Im so fucking scared that this ugly sonofabitch would roam the streets Shit-what have we come to... Oh yeah, I have a pictures page up Check them out-- It is so sad- My mom got stung by a bee and now its like this huge rash spread on her leg, its on her thigh and she had to go to the doctor because it go really bad, it was into this HUGE rash, but now its gone. Anyways Im gonna do some dumb stuff... Until then---LATER June 26, 2001 @ 2:37pm Whoever does this or this with a digital camera gets my respect. That made my day. I agree with you Claudia What a cute sign . I love ducks, I wish I had PET DUCK. June 20, 2001 @ 5:29pm This sucks, Imean now, iM GLAD i DIDNT POST Because here are the last updates on Lance On Monday, we didnt even talk or look at each other, I hung out with Wince the whole day On tuesday, I asked him if I could talk to him and he said no,I asked him again like 4 hours later or whatever and he said no, I sat next to him and I said ok can we talk, can you tell me why you are mad at me and stuff, he said im not mad, but it seemed like he was mad at me and Wince, I told Wince what I told Lance and he said that it was kind of mest up, but we didnt really talk much about it since he said he would call me but never did because I dont know OK, here are the family isssues that I are pissing me off big time Paula is my cousin that lives with me, shes been living with me for about a year now in MYhouse under MY roof,with MY parents for FREE Im just stating this because I mean she doesnt pay rent all she does is nothing, she works and thats about it. She doesnt have to pay rent or anything, well now that she knows that we are moving to san diego shes all trying to get all close to my other aunt and so on, because she doesnt want to get her own place after she talked all this shit about my other aunt, and now they are all buddy buddy My mom got all mad at Paula because my mom isnt like a person whos all like telling stuff to your face, shes all nice and nice nice to you. but shes sick of people treating her like a stupid bitch. Paula, after she got all sappy with my mom and my mom explained to her why she was mad [im not getting into it too much] she tells my mom thats somehting serious with me has been going on, shes telling my mom that im sorry but no one has told you this so i might as well tell you now, she claims that my other aunt[isabel] said that I stole candles and cds and god knows what other object from her house. I was so angryw hen my mom told me. She also said that I had stolen her earrings or something of that sort, and I was like, ok Paula, what the fuck, I mean you use my purses and shoes and I use you purses and etc, and now you are telling me that I fucking steal them. FUCK YOU. The worst part is,is that I already promised her that i would go to the movies with her on sunday like before i knew what she told my mom, so im waiting for her to tell me something because i have a really bad temper. and now my moms is like, noelia im not going to take it them calling you a liar and a stealer and blah blah blha so she calls my aunt and my mom is still talking to her and my aunt said something like i never said that, I SWEAR...ILL TELL YOU PEOPLE THE WHOLE STORY LATER, BUT IAM SO PISSED OFF...YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED, ITS SO SAD THINKING YOUR FAMILY THINKS YOU ARE A THEFT AND YADDA, WHEN I TALK TO PAULA SHE BETTER WATCH OUT June 16, 2001 @ 5:29pm Shit, the past couple of days have been so fucking hectic. Trying to get late work in to my teachers finding out my grades for college, trying to finish my spanish final. Ok heres the latest phone conversation yesterday with Lance - He calls me, I pick up He goes is Noelia there, I say yeah, hey, its me and hes like, you called me... and im like, I wanted to see where you were because you said you were coming over and hes like, well I was at Dannys Im like, I know your dad told me Hes like oh... Then I was like Ill call you beack because I had to show my parents my video final I call him back like around 950pm, or so He picks up Im like heya there Hes like Hi Im like what wrong hes like Nothing Im like, ok Hes like, why are you always mad when I talk to Danny [this is a different Danny, I will call him Danny the crack-head] Im like, im not mad hes like well today when me and Danny went inside Lucrecias class you gave me this look and i was like, I did not Hes like, yeah you did Im like, ok fine I did...and...so what, I dont like Danny Why not You know why not what do you mean I know, no, I dont know Noelia I just think its kind of weird that you and Danny the crack-head are all buddy buddy when you ddidnt even talk to him, I think itssad that you treat him better when he treats you like crap I think I DESERVE TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING WITH DANNY hes like, you dont need to know anything about me, I dont have to tell you anything about my life, or what the hell im doing... Well Lance if you feel so fucking strongly about that yu should have made it fucking clear that you didnt want me to care for you and to actually want to know whats going on, Im fucking sorry you've never had a fucking good friend before THEN SILENCE FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES----INCLUDING SIGHING AND MURMURING he then says Ill call you back Of course he didnt I called him right now, because we had planned to see tomb raider together with Alex and maybe Wince and maybe Becky and god know who the hell else, So im just like hey do you want to know the times, are we still going or what, hes like, ummm I dont know Im just like, well can you find out because I mean I could make plans with someone else if you are planning to ditch me, hes like well I HAVE PEOPLE COMING OVER TOO [I was about to say thats fucking great yippidy, you have supposed friends now] Im just like, ok then whatever....Ill talk to you later, bye I mean, jesus, fuck, Lance...what the fuck did I do wrong, do you want me to fucking apoligise for caring, for admitting that I actually care for you and that I actually fucking care Because LANCE I DO FUCKING CARE FOR YOU YOU ARE MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND AT LEAST THATS WHAT I THOUGHT OF YOU I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON, BUT NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN I FUCKING GO UP TO YOU AND JUST PAT YOU ON THE BACK AND YOU GET ALL LIKE GET AWAY FROM ME GET OFF ME, DONT TALK TO ME WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM I CARE FOR YOU LANCE....I REALLY DO....AND IT HURTS TO BE TRAIDED, ONCE AGAIN, FOR SOMEONE THATS SUCH A SHITFACEDBASTARD TO YOU...AGAIN LANCE...I TRUSTED YOU, JUST I TRUSTED EVERY ONE OF THOSE OTHER FRIENDS...I LOVED YOU LANCE, AND I STILL DO June 9, 2001 @ 12:15pm Heya...today im great...well not great, but im better than 3 days ago. Look at what I got in the mail... Its like some crap, that says... AUDITION You have been invited to a special audition for those interested in modeling, acting, singing, or dancing for the 'EVENT OF A LIFETIME' Hooray for Hollywood at the IMTA Convention in Los Angeles. WHO IS THE NEXT IMTA DISCOVERY....[DRUM ROLL...OH GOD, PLEASE BE ME, HAH] IT COULD BE YOU OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.....................[SCREAMS] Ok, here are the great ones they have discovered.... Katie Holmes Jessica Biel Ashton Kucher Christina The Cheris Kramer Ben Gould Onaz Harbin Joel West Elijah Wood Beverly Peele yadda yadda yadda Auditions are being held Saturday June 16th ONLY...LOL...thats what it says there... C A L L N O W the spaces are limited so if anyone wants to take my place...call 1-800-870-6633 iF YOU GET FAMOUS...I WANT IN ON IT... HARHAHRHAR HARDY HAR HAR[INSIDE JOKE] June 6, 2001 @ 7:32pm It feels like its been forever since I've writeen. Right now Iam so sad. Its not even funny. I mean, you know when you are sad, but then you get like happy out of nowhere, and you are just happy, and that sadness doesnt get to you at all, you are sad, but its not the end of the world. I've been realising the fact that Iam moving soon. I was talking to Wince....oh geez, right now Iam crying...and I had gotten my yearbook and we were kinda hugging and I was like, Iam going to miss you Wince, and hes like, uh huh...and Im like seriously...and hes like Iam going to miss you too.....now smell my armpit....and im like you are sick...lol... That was a weird crying and laughing part right there.... Today was the day we took the freshman to Valley Collge to help them sign up for classes and to kind of get them to know the campus better. After that Nick has his violin recital which was his final...Wincent heard us talking about it, and was like, oh I want to come...I thought it was really sweet of him in a way, I dont know if he did it to ditch class, or what, but in my opinion it was really nice of him to be there. The only dilemma was that the bus was picking us up at 1145 am and his recital finished at 1200 or something but we talked to Chuck and he talked to Rosie, and Rosie said she would pick us up. We went to the recital and it was great, the violin is a great instrument, but then at the end they started playing that one graduation song... Oh...now im going to start crying again, and I look at Wince all sad and im just like I hate this song and he looks at me and hes like I love it, and im just like, It brings back so many memories of our older graduations and I swear, we were both about to start crying, Wince was like, Iam so going to cry in my graduation in 12th grade, and I was like, me too. I sorta started crying but I didnt let it get to me, I mean this is one of the last times Iam going to be with my friends, I mean its not like I will never see them, but its going to be the same. Then after the recital Wince had his tennis rackets and we went to go play tennis Itook some pictures of Wince and Nick and as soon as I get them developed I will put them on the site. You know that one eve 6 song...heres to the night we felt alive...he to the tears you knew you'd cry...I listened to it a while ago and I just broke down crying and sobbing. I talked to Winces g/f, she was on his s/n and she showed me her page and stuff, it has all these pictures of them together, Im glad hes happy. He is such a good guy. This is a weird entry... to whoever is leaving someone behind, please try to keep in touch...please...if you dont you'll regret it. I love you all, I love you Becky, Lance, Wince, Melissa, Pat, Chelsea, Ted, Nick, Adrean, Danny, Alex, Eiby, everyone.... I love you...all the kids at Valley Alternative Magnet, all the teachers.... You've all changed my life so much, you've made me the person Iam today, and you are still teaching me things... June 2, 2001 @ 9:36am Ok, I know I havnt been writing at all, but I have a good excuse...Ummmmmm, YEAH.. Ok, this is what happened on the weekend that I went to Mexico. I had to go to Mexico with my mom to see my dad, LONG STORY...So, I also had to go to San Diego to look for a new house and junk, because Iam moving there because of my dads job and stuff. So one of my dads friends from work, Denis, invited us over to his house because it was his birthday and he was having this party type thing. So I hung out with his kids, Fabiola and Armando. We watched Road Trip, it was alright I guess. I dont know. Hmmm, and I think thats about it...no, wait when I was in Mexico some guy wouldnt believe I was hispanic, can you believe that, I mean, the nerve of this guy, he is like, you arent hispanic, your 'americana' I was oooooooooookay, weirdo, I should know what I am. Im kinda drifting away from my crush.....AWWWWW...LOL Yesterday I went to Lance, my mom was being mean and didnt want to take me, and Lance called and was like, where are ya, and I was like, My madre is being a meanie poo, so hes like, DDDDDDDAAAAAAAAADDDDDD, GO PICK UP NOELIAAAAAAAAAAA....and he did, his parents are dope....lol Umm, hmm It was Becky, Wincent, Lance, and I. I swear, Wincent kept sitting on me and attacking me. I was giving him a massage, and then I was like, Wincent.....wince....wince...hello....DUDE...lol...he was all tired and was falling asleep. Then he was like, ok whos driving you home, I was like, I guess Lances dad is...and hes like...Ok Ill take you...and I was like, why, I mean, you are going to get your thingy in a week I dont want to screw it up now, and hes like, I need your company, I thought he said at the begining of this, I need you to comfort me Noe, lol, Im tripping out...lol...and I was like why, hes like, so I dont fall asleep...and I was like, NO...LOL, cuz I dont want him to lose his permit thingy, I mean, thats would suck alot, and he said nothing would happen, but just in case...plus Lance was like....Noeeeeeeeeee, dont leave me alone...lol.... anyways, I cant type much anymore...see yaaaaaa laterrrr May 17, 2001 @ 10:59am Its kind of weird all these things that have been happening. Just to inform you guys, I told Adrean who my crush is. I know he wont tell, hes not like that. He kind of thought I liked that person. I dont know. He said it because I hang out with him alot. I was like, umm, I hang out with you all the time too and that doesnt mean anything. But I guess it means alot. He said its different or something stupid like that. Anyways, I keep writing e-mails to people and they never respond. That is so annoying. I dont know if its annoying. Its just weird, because it seems like they dont even want to reply, hey, or whatever. Anyways, I dont know what I should do with this whole thing with this one guy I like, its getting too odd. Im like wanting to tell him but I cant, Im such a wuss. But on the bright yet not so bright side, my mom got me this blue hair dye thing, since my hair is blonde, in other words basically yellow, yellow and blue make green, so I tried it on a little bit of hair and it did come out green...it came out a weird nasty green too. Anyways, Im trying to convince my mo to let me do my hair red, like with Manic Panic and stuff, but shes only going to let me to streaks, and I want it all red. I have had my hair Red & Pink & Blonde with Pink streaks, I like the change. Its fun. Anyways, I have to get going to Psychology 3 class. I will hopefully write more later today. Byez May Entries